Seeing myself for the first time

I had the weirdest experience last night! It was quite bizarre!

It’s my birthday today, so I was very spoiled last night, Sun Goddess & co. from the shop gave me, as part of my birthday present, a Winter Warmer Night Spa thing at Mangwanani. It was divine! Really a great way to start my holiday (I’m on leave for the next 10 days). I took Dreamer along, so had an awesome time, that’s one of the great perks about having such a close friendship with someone you’ve shared so much with, you really “get” each other. Anyway, that wasn’t the bizarre experience … Mangwanani was great, the company was great, massages great, but I had this weird experience …

We’d just eaten dinner and I needed some lip ice, which I’d left in the dressing room locker, so I went to the dressing room to get it out, and was slicking some onto my lips and looked at myself in the mirror half way through doing this and startled myself…

This is going to sound really weird, and I don’t know if anyone else has ever experienced this…

But I felt like I was seeing myself for the first time. I looked at my reflection and thought, “My God, I am SO beautiful! Stunning”. I almost couldn’t look away.

It was such an amazing experience… I’m in a really good place at the moment, so I guess that has a lot to do with it… but shew, I’ve really never felt this good … long may it last!